A Fresh Start

I've sat staring at this screen for quite a few minutes now as I just really don't know what I want to say or how to start it. At the same time I feel like I should say something rather than just carrying on as usual because whilst this blog a space for me to appreciate good things, there are sometimes not so good things that don't get mentioned.

Basically I've been going through a bit of change having broken up with my boyfriend and starting my new job and I don't want to make a big thing of it because I know that a lot more people have a lot worse things they have to deal with in their lives. But this is my little space on the internet and I feel like I don't want to just brush it off and carry on without somehow acknowledging it. I sort of did the moping around thing for a week and now I'm sort of coming round to the idea that it was the right thing to do and thinking all the "things happen for a reason" shiz. It's just a big adjustment.

I try to look for something positive in everyday and in every experience so now I am taking from this a promise to myself to be a bit more of a go-getter and build a life that I'm satisfied with on my own. What I mean is that I am making a conscious effort from this moment onwards of giving myself the best chance I can to be happy. I'm taking little baby steps and going to go out and do the things I want to do. I'm starting my new job this week and staying home whilst all my friends are off to uni which was a bloody difficult decision but I hope for me the right one. So now I'm saying bring on the routine and the new challenges and the new adventures, not just in my job but in my life as a whole. Here's to fresh starts and being strong to build yourself up again no matter what life throws at you.

If you've read this post thank you so much for reading all the way through, I hope you can be there through my new adventures and not hate on this post just because it wasn't about make-up or beauty or pretty pictures of my recent trip to Brighton (which will probably be the next post btw.) On another note, I've been thinking of doing some more Youtube videos, I wondered what your thoughts would be on that and I would love to hear any requests in the comments below.

Ells xx